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The lame duck in the chicken coop

In my 23 years as a military spouse, we lived in base housing four times, for a total of 11 years. Although living among sterile government buildings enclosed by fences sometimes made me feel like an inmate in an asylum, the social culture in military housing more closely parallels the behavior of chickens in a coop.


Saved by technology's bells and whistles

It was an ordinary morning. Or so we thought. The dog was napping in the kitchen corner, my son was making a sandwich, and I was folding laundry. But this day would live in infamy. My son’s plate clunked onto the glass turntable of our microwave. He slammed the door, and began punching the buttons necessary to melt cheese on his roast beef sandwich. A series of beeps sounded, and then he pressed “Start.” BOOM!


New study aims to help military families grieve

It’s so easy to be indifferent. I tend to become absorbed in my own daily minutia. Flossing my teeth, walking the dog, checking emails, paying bills, planning vacations, watching my latest shows — I often forget that there are thousands of families in our military community who are grieving.

Start of college marks a series of final moments for mom

A few days ago, while dropping our youngest child, Lilly, off to start her freshman year of college, I realized that a certain phase of my life as a mother was coming to an end. Over the past 23 years, I have become accustomed to putting the needs of our three children before all else. I nurtured them as babies, guided them through their school years and multiple military moves, and saw each one of them off to college.


Forensic clues point to husband in the bathroom with a razor

Recently, while scraping the toothpaste blobs out of our bathroom sink, I had an epiphany. I have become a legitimate expert in forensic science.


Our priceless gifts from deployments

I have a drawer at home filled with loving gifts from my husband, Francis. They are things he picked up while on military travel or deployments during his 28 years in the Navy. He would arrive home, and no matter how travel-weary he was, he’d gather up our family and give each of us a memento of his trip.

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  • Even soap operas can be inspirational

    I’ll admit it. There was a period in my life when I watched the soaps. Off and on between 1995 and 2000, I spent a lot of time sitting on the couch watching TV in the middle of the day. No, I wasn’t eating bonbons. I was a young Navy wife at home nursing our babies, and what could be a more fitting way to pass the time than watching the boob tube? I found the soaps to be totally ludicrous, but surprisingly entertaining.


  • Totally tubular summer memories

    You can call me Parent of the Year. I just gave my 17-year-old daughter permission to go cliff diving with her friends at a rocky outcrop overlooking the bay. As counterintuitive as this might seem for a parent, I smile when my children seek out the kind of old-fashioned, risky fun I had when I was a kid.


  • Getting tacky about the cost of military spouse unemployment

    My mother hates it when I tell people how much I spend on things. For example: Friend says, “That’s a great outfit, Lisa.” I say, “Well, get this — I bought the shirt on clearance at TJ Maxx for $11.99, and I found these pants along with an electric carving knife, hardly used at all, at the base thrift store on ‘fill-a-bag-for-five-bucks’ day. Pretty cool.” I see this as sharing good news. According to Mom, it’s tacky. But nearly 24 years as a military spouse has ingrained in me respect for a good bargain.


  • Recklessly hurtling toward indigestion

    The vacation was over. After a week of roasting in the Carolina sun and indulging shamelessly in happy hour beverages and nightly feasts, we packed our sand-sprinkled suitcases, a gluttonous stockpile of leftover food, and our elephant-skinned bodies into our minivan for the brutal 12-hour drive back to Rhode Island. As I zoned out, munching cleansing carrots from a baggie and half-listening to the humorous prattle of my college-aged kids, I had no idea that I would soon become a common criminal.


  • Accidents do happen, especially in college

    This summer, my husband and I must decide whether our daughter should take a car to college in the fall. We are wary about insurance payments, fender-benders, speeding tickets and expensive mechanical troubles. Worse yet, college kids who have cars are tempted to engage in risky activity such as road trips, tailgating and transporting kegs, stolen mascots, and/or sorority sisters in their trunks.


  • The realization that it’s not all about me

    “Honey, my job is a priority,” my husband reminded me, after saying that he would not be home to help pack for our family vacation. Every summer, Francis’ work seems to get in the way of our annual beach trip. It’s become tradition for me to do all the planning, packing, dog-kenneling, kid-nagging and driving to North Carolina, while Francis shows up late “because he has to work.”


  • Rewriting the rules reveals the bottom line

    Years ago, I wanted to be Supermom, and for the most part, I was. I cooked, I cleaned, I nurtured, I maintained complete control. Nothing could faze me. That worked for a while, and then, strangely, my children started to think for themselves. No amount of time outs, gold stars, or “wait-until-your-father-gets-home”s would convince my kids to obey me every time.


  • Evolution revolution: Let’s all be friends

    February was not the best time to PCS to England. It was 1996, and due to a housing shortage, we spent four gray, drizzly months living in RAF Alconbury Air Force Inn. Every day, I paced that dreary base hotel and sat with our 1-year-old at the nearby pizza joint, waiting for our new life to take shape.


  • Under a Tuscan cloud on family vacation

    “Mom, the bucket!” Lilly cried from the middle seat of our minivan. It was June of 2010, and we were taking a summer trip to Tuscany from our base house in Germany. We were only 15 minutes into the nine-hour drive. “Last night’s chicken noodle soup,” Lilly weakly observed after emptying the contents of her stomach into the trash pail. I carefully retrieved the sloshing container and held it over the floormat. “Pull over so I can dump this,” I told my husband, Francis. But on he went, mile after stinking mile.


  • Stop, see, feel this Memorial holiday

    This Monday, will you sleep a little later? Will you check the weather over your morning coffee, and curse the rainclouds? Will you stop at the store to grab packages of hot dog buns, bottles of ketchup and charcoal briquettes? Will you ice down beverages and season hamburger patties? Will you plug in strings of lights, relax in lawn chairs and enjoy your day off work? As you should.


  • Accepting, embracing the truth about our son

    “It’s a boy,” Doc Walker said as plainly as, “Please pass the salt.” It was April 4, 1995, at the hospital in Monterey, Calif. After 12 hours of labor, I eagerly grasped the waxy, bluish, 9-pound baby boy we named Hayden.


  • Surviving spouses need military post-vention help

    Every time I hear the gut-wrenching statistic that 20 military veterans commit suicide every day, my throat catches. The shocking reality that more lives have been lost to veteran suicide in the past 15 years than in the wars of Iraq and Afghanistan is an obvious tragedy that finally has the attention of the Pentagon, lawmakers, health professionals and the public at large. Prevention of veteran suicide is a hot-button issue. But sadly, it’s the surviving spouses who are ignored now.


  • Saying no to the dress, and to prom traditions

    Last weekend, our youngest daughter, Lilly, went to senior prom. Three weeks before that, we had an epic mother-daughter argument in a TJ Maxx dressing room. Having having swapped gowns for proms and military balls my entire life, I understood Lilly’s insistence on borrowing formal dresses from friends. But this was Lilly’s senior prom. Whether she wanted it or not, I was determined to buy her a new gown all her own.


  • Kids and technology: Hard facts, or hysteria?

    At about eight p.m. each evening, a little voice calls me. “C’mon,” it says, “it will relax you. You know you want it.” I tell myself I don’t need it. I’m fine, sitting here watching “House Hunters” reruns with my husband. But it’s no use. I can’t resist the temptation.


  • Season of change for military children

    “When we were leaving Guam, Devon isolated himself from his friends as they were isolating him. We dealt with it by spending more time with one friend and her family that didn’t isolate him and we all became fast friends. Unfortunately she is PCSing in a few months and her mother is telling us that she is now being isolated by her friends,” says Navy spouse Jay of his son, age 10.


  • Marshmallows and military adventure

    You know those people who open bags of M&Ms and dump the entire contents into their upturned mouths? They’re the same ones who eat icing roses off of birthday cakes, open big presents before little ones, and ask for the good news first. Unfortunately, I’m not one of those people.


  • Yellow Ribbon Program can make college possible

    Reality has set in. There’s no turning back. The kids are going off to college. And someone has to pay for it.


  • No fooling – somehow we turned out all right

    If I had a dollar for every time I’ve slapped my hand to my forehead and thought, “I’m such a fool,” I’d be rich. They say — whoever “they” are — that one should live without regrets, but for me, regret has always been a part of my schtick.


  • A lousy start to spring break

    After months of relentless snow in Germany, we were headed to Spain for spring break. We’d splurged on a rental house along Costa Brava with breathtaking views up the wazoo. What could possibly go wrong? We showed up at the Stuttgart Airport right on time. When called to board, we cattle-prodded our three kids through the tight lineup. Excited to escape the frigid confines of Patch Barracks, I envisioned pitchers of sangria, casual tapas dinners and lounging seaside without a care in the world. Then, I saw something moving on Anna’s forehead.


  • Van trouble shows that respect is a 2-way street

    I never imagined that our family’s old minivan — the budget-friendly 2005 Toyota with embarrassing filth ground into her carpets, a spider infestation and a pizza box once taped over a broken window — would one day teach me a profound lesson about the innate goodness of the human race. But it happened last week.


  • Like it or not, dear, I only have eyes for you

    One ordinary weeknight several years ago, my husband, Francis, and I were lingering at the dinner table after the kids had been excused. Francis sat in his unbuttoned blueberries, lazily chewing the last bites of beef roast, while I stared out the window of our base house, drumming my fingers on the table. Suddenly, I perked up when I remembered a story to liven up our dull dialogue.


  • For a real education, binge-watch the Olympics

    Two weeks ago, I obliviously plopped onto my well-worn spot on the sofa to watch the Opening Ceremonies of the 2018 Winter Olympic Games. Although I knew the general idea behind most of the sports featured, I had no idea what “a double Michael Chuck,” “a hog line” or “a Bellman spin” were. But after meticulously recording every broadcast; obsessively watching while ignoring my family responsibilities, my marriage, and my personal hygiene; and ingesting three cans of Pringles and an entire bag of Dove squares — I have learned to speak Olympics and I can teach you, too!


  • When kids are quiet, something's not right

    “Kids… ,” I’d yelled into our playroom on a regular basis when our children were small, “what’s going on in there?!” Usually, I’d heard roughhousing. You’d think the innocent sounds of our children playing would warm our hearts, but as experienced parents, Francis and I knew that wholesome noises often lead to bonked heads, chipped teeth and poked eyes. However, there were other times when we hadn’t heard squeals, bumps or creaking floorboards. No singing, hammering, smacking or crying. No Barbies being thrown, sippy cups hitting the floor or lamps getting knocked over. What we heard was something far more terrifying: total silence.


  • Putting a positive spin on military sacrifices

    My mother, a retired first-grade teacher, has always put a positive spin on things that appeared to be sad, unjust, terrifying or disgusting. I’ve always admired her capacity to see the good in all things, but there are times when this ability seems out of reach.


  • Forget the past and pass the pork

    It was another gloomy winter afternoon in our working-class English village. Ever since we’d been stationed at JAC Molesworth in the flat Cambridgeshire countryside known as “The Fens,” I’d found myself counting the minutes until my husband, Francis, got home from work. At that latitude, the sun set around four o’clock, leaving me with nothing to do but pop in a Barney video for our toddler — it was the ’90s, after all — and contemplate dinner.


  • Even in winter, ladies must lunch

    My boots were there, sitting next to the front door, a gritty residue of evaporated slush encircling the soles. I would have loved to climb back into bed that morning with Moby, our dog, rather than face my salt-encrusted minivan and a painfully boring to-do list. But I had to get out into the world. I pulled on the unflattering Michelin Man down coat I swore I’d never buy until we moved to “Rhode-Iceland,” slipped into my water-stained boots, and opened the door to the cold January morning.


  • Turning the other cheek: Tale of a colonoscopy

    It seems that every humor writer on Earth has penned an amusing account of his or her root canal, mammogram or other cringe-worthy medical procedure. Arguably, the intimate details of one’s doctor’s appointments should not be published for the masses to read. However, many unscrupulous writers before me have plucked this low-hanging fruit in shameless pursuit of an easy laugh.


  • Perhaps promises will finally become policy

    There is a seldom-opened drawer in our file cabinet that contains the only tangible evidence of my legal career. The musty hanging folders have labels such as “Résumés,” “Licensing” and “Writing Samples.” Even though none of these documents have been used since I had to stop working as a litigation attorney in the late ’90s to move overseas with my Navy husband, I refuse to throw them away. I tell myself that I need the files in case a career opportunity presents itself. But I know I’m really just keeping the yellowed pages as proof that I once did more than make sandwiches and clean toilets.


  • Battling millennials and military brats

    “You guys are SO loud,” our 19-year-old daughter whined, loping downstairs into the kitchen where my husband and I were chatting. Her hair was a rat’s nest. One sock was half off, the excess flapping with each step. She was wearing the sweater she’d had on the day before and had slept in. The clock read 12:35 in the afternoon.


  • The truth about New Year's Eve

    During my youth, my best offer on many New Year’s Eves was baby-sitting. My night included sampling the family’s leftover holiday treats and counting down with Dick Clark after the kids went to bed. Despite my pathetic circumstances, I held out hope that, as soon as my social standing improved, I’d have many fabulous, sparkling, whirlwind New Year’s Eve parties in my future. Little did I know then, nibbling stale cookies and watching the ball drop on TV is about as good as it gets.


  • The holiday battle for a comfy bunk

    ’Twas the night before Christmas, and somewhere in the house, someone won’t be sleeping. But not on account of dancing sugar plums. It will be because of that cursed cross bar under the pull-out sofa mattress, the acrid smell of a nephew’s pillows, the slow hiss of the flattening air mattress or the frigid temperature in the basement rumpus room. During the holidays, when we converge into one festive house to make merry, a game of musical beds is often played, and someone always turns up the loser.


  • Hope, cheer and ruthless behavior

    During this season of giving, people everywhere are transformed. Generosity and compassion well up in us all. However, in the midst of all this merriment, otherwise charitable people can become so caught up in materialistic desires that they have thoughts of theft, revenge and even murder. What, pray tell, could arouse criminal tendencies during the holidays? Simple: group gift exchanges.


  • Holiday cheer not always found where you’d expect

    I’m grateful that our last tour in the Navy landed us in New England, where the scenery looks like a Currier and Ives dinner plate come to life. I love the frosty chill in the December air, the smell of cut timber and pine boughs, the feel of warm woolen mittens. Here, the holiday spirit finds me, draws me in and captures me. And I gladly surrender.


  • Five dollars’ worth of holiday happiness

    Every year, there it was. Pop’s gift for me, propped among the branches of our Christmas tree. Always the same rectangular envelope crafted from heavy paper with dainty red curlicues printed on the corners. It reflected the brilliant glow of our incandescent Christmas bulbs in red, green, orange, blue and gold.


  • Black Friday flunky? You’re not the only one

    As much as I’d like to think that Black Friday is a greedy retail industry conspiracy to fleece gullible consumers out of their hard-earned cash, I can’t deny the fact that it offers shoppers really good deals.


  • Desperate fans want their football

    Unlike other football fans, I had no choice in the matter. I was born and raised in Western Pennsylvania. Ergo, I am a Pittsburgh Steelers fan. In that part of the country, team loyalty is passed down like eye color, pigeon toes and Grandma’s Golumpki recipe. As involuntary as breathing air.


  • Programs for veterans also help families

    In my 24 years as a Navy wife, I never lost sleep worrying that my husband had been injured in combat. Due to the nature of his job, he was mostly shielded from danger, and thus, his service to his country did not come with a huge price tag. We were lucky. Many of the 2.7 million post-9/11 veterans are not so fortunate. More than 540,000 have been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), and another 260,000 have Traumatic Brain Injuries (TBI). However, these “invisible wounds of war” are often hidden from the veterans themselves, so it is believed that the figures on PTSD are actually much higher.


  • The tortoise, the hare and the hairy retiree

    Let’s face it — nothing packs on the pounds like getting out of the military. After years of being weighed, measured, poked and prodded by Uncle Sam in the name of combat readiness, newly separated service men and women are abruptly set free from fitness standards. They swap uniforms for stretchy civilian clothes, embrace hair growth, and eat without fear that a side of fries will jeopardize their careers.


  • Hey Mom: Tricks (and treats) are for kids

    It was October 1997, and our first child was 2. When he was an infant, I didn’t want to be like those parents who dress their babies up as pea pods or puppy dogs and parade them from house to house. Everyone would know I was just showing off … and collecting candy for myself. But now that Hayden was walking and talking, there was a plausible excuse to go trick-or-treating.


  • The moody foodie tries all, likes most

    I’ll try anything once. Well, maybe not cliff diving … or running with the bulls … or a Mohawk hairdo … or silicone lip injections. But when it comes to food, I’m totally adventurous. Every time our military family moved to a new place, I couldn’t wait to try the local cuisine. Most of the time, we loved the native dishes, incorporating local recipes into our regular meal routine.


  • Football parents guilty of excessive celebration

    Ever since our kids’ peewee soccer days, my husband, Francis, and I have loved watching them play sports. Despite their average athletic skills, we planned our entire week around a Friday night football game, a Saturday morning cross-country meet or a Wednesday afternoon tennis match. We wore spirit wear, baked cookies, volunteered and bellowed chants.


  • The other men (and a few women) in my life

    In my 23 years as a military spouse, I have regularly had relationships with people other than my husband. Often several times a day. Some menhave been veritable strangers to me, while others are men I have come to know quite well. And, believe it or not, a few of them have been women.


  • VIsiting your spouse during R&R: Just do it

    “There’s no way I can go to Africa,” I told my husband, Francis, over a bad Skype connection. He was halfway through a year-long deployment to Djibouti, East Africa, and wanted me to meet him during his R&R for a Tanzanian safari.


  • Of college tours and Trojan wars

    “Odysseus, eat your heart out,” I thought while driving our daughter, Lilly, to college visits recently. Although I wouldn’t encounter any cyclopes or sea monsters, I knew I was embarking on a grueling ordeal.


  • The skin and bones of contentious home decor

    At some point in a marriage, a military spouse faces a delicate dilemma: How to incorporate her partner’s military awards, sword, deer head, bowling trophy, stereo speakers, bar lamp or autographed sporting equipment into the home decor. In nearly 24 years of marriage to my husband, Francis, I’ve learned that solving this domestic quandary involves compromise, diplomacy and, when all else fails, trickery.


  • Tragedy reminds us we are all American

    We’ve all seen them. Those unbelievable images of New York City on Sept. 11, 2001, when terrorists crashed jumbo jets into the World Trade Center buildings and our lives changed forever.


  • Laundry cycles reflect stages of life

    With our three kids finishing up summer jobs or out with friends, the house was unusually silent this week, except for the whirr of the ceiling fan and the soft tap of Moby’s dog nails on the tile kitchen floor.


  • Friendly persuasion: Why Mom was right

    In the 1980s, when my mother’s favorite film aired on TV, she would try desperately to get our family to watch it. “C’mon,” she’d beg, “there’s an incorrigible goose and a sweet little Quaker family … You’ll love it!” A goose and Quakers? Needless to say, we never saw the film. We were too busy watching “Gremlins” to bother.


  • What does riding the school bus teach our kids?

    This month, many American military children home and abroad are boarding buses for their first, excited days of school. Despite the iconic yellow vehicle being the subject of happy nursery rhymes and jolly cartoons, taking school transportation is not always a stress-free experience.


  • One year out, but the ride's not over

    A year ago, my husband, Francis, stood on a stage before our family and friends in his Navy dress uniform and spoke about his 28 years of service in the military. The audience looked on curiously as the band played “Old Glory” and the flag was passed slowly, methodically, from rank to rank. When “The Watch” was recited, men blinked and cleared their throats, and women dug for tissues in their purses.


  • Sea glass: Life’s collectible gems

    Every summer, the beaches of this nation are scattered with people who wander slowly, look quite seriously down at their feet and bend over frequently. Despite appearances, they are actually not contemplating the prognoses of their bunions, admiring their arches or watching their toenails grow. For some reason, these people are compelled to search the beach for a particular type of trash — namely, broken glass.


  • The respectable way to catch crabs

    Many hungry vacationers will seek out the rich sweetness of Chesapeake Bay Blue Crabs this summer. Arguably, you haven’t lived until you’ve cracked fresh-steamed crabs over a table covered with newspaper. However, unless you plan to put a second mortgage on your house in order to afford the pricey steamed blue crabs for the whole family at a restaurant, you might want to consider catching these feisty critters yourselves.


  • Every dog has its day when I'm pet sitting

    When you’re a military family stationed in Timbuktu, you can’t rely on relatives to watch your pets when you’re on vacation. Our military family has learned that trading pet care favors with friends isn’t always the best alternative.


  • Separate offices show shared military life

    “Dear Lord,” I prayed recently while lifting another heavy cardboard book box from the pile left by the movers, “please don’t let one of my organs drop out onto the floor.” Since our move two weeks ago, I’ve been unpacking every day. Despite the danger of torn ligaments and internal damage, I’m determined to finish decorating my new study.


  • Dad's driving advice: 'Feel it in your rear'

    We universally accept that 16-year-olds don’t know much about life, so why is it that we allow them to propel two-ton combustion engines over concrete at high speeds?


  • As kids get older, parents become uncool

    “I just don’t get it,” Mom piped up over the screeching sounds, “Why on Earth would a cat scratch a beaver? That just doesn’t make sense, ecologically speaking.” My brother Tray and I were mortal enemies, but he grinned at me to share our mutual opinion that Mom was a square. Everyone else in the world knew the song was “Cat Scratch Fever,” not “Cat Scratch a Beaver.” Everyone but our mother.


  • Childhood memories recall dad’s soft side

    My middle-aged brain regularly forgets that my sunglasses are perched on my head, can’t remember where I parked the minivan and compels me to walk around my house muttering, “Now, why did I come in this room again?” But for some unknown reason, I have incredibly detailed memories of my childhood.


  • Gifts from the fridge say 'we've shared a lot'

    The summer military moving season is upon us, which means it’s probably time to say goodbye to some very good friends. There will be farewell fire pits, hugs on the driveway and even a few tears. But moving requires cleaning out the pantry and refrigerator, so this otherwise sad occasion might also come with parting gifts.


  • Brotherly love and other forms of abuse

    First, we’d hear giggling. Then a sharp squeal. The creak of the mattress springs, a bump on the wall, a muffled “Ouch!” Then more giggling.


  • 'Taps' conveys both sadness, peace

    One evening in 1981 while I was at summer camp, I took a deep breath, and blew a little too hard on the bugle’s mouthpiece. The counselor who played “Taps” each night to signal “lights out” to the campers had agreed to let me be the substitute bugler that evening.


  • 5 reasons why I’d never win ‘Survivor’

    I could claim that I have fencing lessons, or that I have tickets to La Boheme, or that I’m attending a lecture on the sustainability of agricultural practices in Machu Picchu. But I’d rather admit what I’m really doing Wednesday night.


  • Shopping trip means mind over mattress

    I stepped out of our car and squinted up at the sleek, tall building. It seemed more like a tech company or the corporate headquarters of something really important. Not a furniture store.


  • Never say never also applies to military life

    I swore I’d never do it. But there I was on a gurney, begging my doctor to please, for the love of God, give me a flipping epidural right this minute. It was the birth of our third child, Lilly, and up until that point, I had insisted on enduring labor pains without medication.


  • Birds, bees and military brats: Kids get cultured

    “Time for gelato!” I blurted, pulling our kids away from a statue at the Vatican City Museum during a family trip to Rome. We had stopped on our way to the Sistine Chapel to take a closer look at the strange female sculpture that we initially thought was covered in some kind of fruit ... were they mangoes? The plaque on the adjacent wall explained that she was Artemis, the goddess of fertility, and she was adorned with severed bull testicles. Ahem.


  • Military transitions just can't be rushed

    A few days ago, I made my usual school drop-off, then took our 2-year-old lab, Moby, on his regular morning walk. While we trudged around the local reservoir, I listened to my latest audio book and focused my eyes on the path, dodging the many goose deposits.


  • Tradition, Easter treats change with the times

    When holidays like Easter and Passover roll around each year, I can’t help but compare my childhood to our fast-paced modern life. My memories pass before me like an 8mm film, with a jumpy picture and the clicking sound of spinning reels.


  • Military families: Always outsiders?

    On a recent drive to take our two eldest kids back to college after spring break, I didn’t mind when Anna commandeered the minivan’s satellite radio. But halfway through the Berkshires, my elbow hurt from fist-pumping to Ed Sheeran’s “Shape of You,” and I was bored with pop lyrics.


  • Young military spouses, your mistakes await you

    Twenty-four years ago, when I became a military spouse, I was pretty clueless. “Honey,” my husband, Francis, delicately explained through clenched teeth two weeks after our wedding, “the reason you should NOT lose your new military ID is that you will need it for everything!” I thought the silly laminated card was an unnecessary formality. I had no idea that it would actually become more important than my spleen.


  • When conveniences cause excess stress

    Lying before dawn under the rumpled covers of our bed, I squeeze the minute muscles of my eyelids in hopes of delaying the morning grind.


  • It's an old van, but it's family

    “What the …?” my 16-year-old daughter, Lilly, stopped herself short in front of our minivan on a blustery, rainy morning before school this week. There, on the driveway, was a pile of shattered black glass. Just above the shards on the passenger’s rear side was a gaping hole where the window used to be.


  • A little sympathy wouldn't hurt

    Trailing tissues behind, I burst through the base clinic doors five minutes past my appointment time. “Sorry I’m late,” I croaked raspily to the corpsman in blueberries at the family practice desk. He directed me to the waiting area.


  • Wanted: A manager to keep mom in line

    I was late for the meeting. Again. With an armful of crumpled papers, I rushed down the hall. Sheepishly, I found a seat at the table, and began with as much authority as I could muster:


  • Fat Tuesday now just a painful memory

    By now, two months into 2017, most people have given up on their New Year’s resolutions to lose weight. I’ll admit it, I give up every year around this time, and the chronic pattern of lose-gain-guilt-lose-gain-guilt repeats itself in perpetuity.


  • Strength will kick in when parents need it

    Everyone knows Murphy’s Law — “Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong” — but few know that buried in the fine print of this famous decree, there is a Military Spouse Clause that reads, “And when it does go wrong, it will happen during deployment.”


  • Middle-aged love takes some effort

    With Valentine’s Day almost here, we’re all feeling the pressure to be romantic. But for couples like us who’ve been married a long time, it’s not always easy.


  • Your Super Bowl party, my super bowl party

    Here we are, living in New England, and no one has invited us to a Super Bowl party. Oh well, I’ve had worse Super Bowl Sundays. Much worse.


  • 'Base housing people' among the most fortunate

    I was emerging from the base gym’s steam room, sweating and feeling a bit woozy, when I heard her. “We don’t do base housing,” a young female officer putting on her blueberry fatigues told a friend in the women’s locker room.


  • Family robot at the ready to answer life's thorny questions

    After a lifetime of wondering things like, “How do you say ‘underwear’ in Urdu?” and “What is the shelf life of a can of Pringles?” I no longer have to rack my brain for the answers to life’s pressing questions. In an unprecedented act of holiday generosity, my 21-year-old son bought me a tiny robot, not much bigger than a can of tuna. “Alexa,” my new voice-activated Amazon Echo Dot, has achieved total consciousness and is perfectly willing to share it with me, if only I would ask.


  • Sex, lies and profile pics: What yours says about you

    Eight years ago, I sat at a desk in our stairwell apartment on Patch Barracks in Stuttgart, Germany, and created my first Facebook profile. Technology was not my forte, so it took hours for me to figure out how to upload a digital photo. The image that I used that day is the same one on my Facebook profile today, but not for the reasons one might think.


  • A zombie's guide to rural Vermont

    “I booked three nights in a one-room cabin in Woodstock, Vt., with two queen beds, a fireplace and an air mattress!” my husband, Francis, bellowed excitedly, after searching for a last-minute excursion for our family during the long holiday break. After two tours in Europe, our three kids were accustomed to these spontaneous trips, otherwise known as “forced family fun.”


  • Take a shot at some resolutions

    When the holiday is over, the presents have been put away and the leftover roast has been made into soup, there’s a part of me that just wants to savor it all. To snuggle up on the couch with the kids in my new pjs, nibbling from the tin of stale Christmas cookies, basking in the glow of the dying Christmas tree, watching movie marathons until my eyeballs bleed.


  • Misty and mindful under the mistletoe

    I’ll admit it. I’m a sap, a spineless, simpering, soft-hearted, sentimental fool. I’m one of those people who tears up at the slightest little things — a tidbit of news, an earnest child, the national anthem playing in the distance, a touching television commercial. And when the holidays roll around, I’m schmaltzier than ever.


  • Christmas spirits dance in my head

    Thanksgiving was over, to begin with. I awoke at midnight from a strange dream of being chased by a mashed potato monster, but I couldn’t run, due to the weight of my own enormous thighs.


  • Suffering through the 12 takes of Christmas

    “Come on everybody!” I bellowed from our living room, “Let’s get this over with!” “KIDS!? HONEY!?” I yelled from behind my camera. It was perched precariously on top of a matchbook, two beer coasters, three National Geographic magazines, Roget’s Thesaurus and our coffee table — at the precise trajectory needed to capture an image of our family and the dog in front of our fireplace.


  • Alarm bells ring, are you listening?

    Every so often, something occurs that causes married couples to question everything. It happened to me just last night. One teensy disruption in our mundane bedtime ritual set off marital alarm bells, rendering me vulnerable to resentment, doubt and blame — destructive emotions that push otherwise happy couples like Francis and me to the precipice of relationship disaster.


  • Just give up: Resistance to fat jeans is futile

    Human willpower built the pyramids, traveled to the moon and split the atom. It enabled Evel Knievel to attempt to leap the Grand Canyon on a motorcycle, and Annie Edson Taylor to plunge over Niagara Falls inside a pickle barrel. It compelled Sir Edmund Hillary and Tenzing Norgay Sherpa to climb Mount Everest and Joshua Slocum to sail alone around the world. But human willpower is no match against gingerbread lattes, holiday cheese balls and Aunt Betty’s Peanut Butter Fudge.


  • Thanksgiving’s forbidden fruit

    As a kid, my favorite part of the Thanksgiving meal wasn’t the turkey.


  • Once and always a military family

    This week, our family took the ultimate leap of faith. After 28 years of active-duty military service, my husband, Francis, retired. I used to think that it would feel weird, that I would be a little depressed, that the world would look different through civilian eyes. But now, as we prepare to transition, I remember the moment a couple of months ago when I realized it would be OK.


  • The point of finger-pointing

    Ironically, one of our smallest, weakest body parts — the finger — often wields the most power.


  • Trick or treat: Smell my size 11 feet

    A few Halloweens ago, I was sitting on the porch of my privatized housing at Naval Station Mayport, giving candy to trick-or-treaters on our street. My husband went door to door with our kids, while I stayed home and tried to not gorge myself on Heath Bars.


  • Oh my gourd! Dissecting a Halloween tradition

    In the dusky light, I removed the longest, sharpest knife from the butcher block, its blade emitting an ominous tone as metal scraped against wood. Shhwing! There, on plastic sheeting, lay my subject — plump, round and motionless.


  • True romance can be a gas sometimes

    Ten years ago, when my family was stationed in Virginia, a boring weeknight in the suburbs inspired me to write my first column. At that time, I wasn’t looking for a publishing opportunity. I simply needed a creative outlet to sort through the realities of marriage, parenting and military life. Now, as my husband, Francis, and I prepare to celebrate our 24th anniversary, I’ll tell the story that inspired me to write. …


  • Losing football team with a winning spirit

    In the fall, a whiff of fallen leaves evokes echoes of marching bands and whistles blown. We feel the cold aluminum bleacher seats and the prickle of wool scarves. Like Pavlov’s dog, our mouths water, imagining hot coffee at 8 a.m. soccer games and chili dogs at football halftime.


  • Military spouses’ lives too diverse to compare

    I know what you’re all secretly wondering about me. So, why don’t I address it right off the bat.

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